I'm broken

The night has come again, and still, i am alone, this time more than ever­. A feeling I had never felt before, and i don't want to remember­. It's taking a hold of me now. I only want disappear. Maybe someday i can stand again, maybe soon, i can learn to wash my hands of this and start anew, but i need you now to mend my heart, because you're the only one that can keep me alive tonight. You're everything to me, my whole world, the one thing i hold true in my life, why made you do this to me? Did you want me to set you free? It tears me up inside, every night. But everything will be just fine. I just wanted to be perfect, just!